Once I reached the point of Craig being arrested, I went into an emotional
coma. Every time I reached for my computer, I froze.
I have nearly 39,000 views of my blog which blows my mind!
I have over 20 audio tapes filled both sides on most, and a duffel bag
of letters from Craig since he has been in prison. I want to share
this with you all.
I am trying to figure out where to go next. The letters? The tapes? Do
I scan the letters in, or do I read them to you? I have received a
lot of feedback that people want me to read the blog. So do I apply
for a podcast feed? I am not the most internet savvy person, so I am
learning slowly. I have a lot more to give you ....I have just been
emotionally detached. I am coming back.
I wrote Craig a letter and asked if he would put me on his visitors
list. I really do want to talk to him. It has been 3 years since I
have seen him. I want to know if he regrets any of the choices he
made? Does he regret how things turned out? Does he regret losing his
family? Does he regret killing another father?
I need answers to these questions to help me move on. So I am waiting
for a response from him and the prison to see if I have been
approved. If so, I will take the 2 to 3 hour drive down south
and talk to him. I don't know if he has seen my blog or not. I will
go with an open mind. And I will let you all know when I am heading
down there. Since phones and notepads are not allowed in there, I
will have to just remember as best I can, and as soon as I get back
in the car I will write out everything I can possibly remember.
Thank you to my followers and supporters. Your support means so much to me.
This story is so much bigger than it appears, and I have just cracked
open the egg shell......
PLEASE ask me any questions!! You can use my Facebook page at
facebook.com/evespath
and lets talk. I want to help domestic violent situations!!
Yesterday I was in the store and the lady behind me just started talking out of
no where. She had been married for 33 years to a hoarder and wasn't
allowed to throw anything out. Her whole 1800 sq ft basement is full
from top to bottom with boxes. Then he started to abuse her. He hit
her, he hit the cops. All this she told me in line at the store. She
said she just needed to talk to someone who understood!!!
This is why I want to do this. I need computer time. Right now I work all
day and come home exhausted and then get on my computer but feel my
effort is weak. I need to free up one or two days a week and focus on
these families who are suffering horrendous abuse.
Thank you to my supporters!! Please share!! I need $120 a day to stay home
and work on this. The more you can help me, the more I can help
others. I am lucky enough to have worked out my living arrangements
to be very inexpensive. All I want to do is spend time researching
and helping these families who so obviously need help.
Please give me some feed back! Let me know if you want me to read the blog
to you, or read Craig's insane letters to me, or put up the audios of
so many fights with a true psychopath. I have come to a fork in the
road and need to know which fork to take for my followers.
You can respond on here or my facebook page facebook.com/evespath
I love and appreciate all of your support. Domestic violence has
changed my life forever! I don't even know if I will ever trust a man
again. I hope and pray that my sons will be able to have happy, long
relationships and not be afraid of what they experienced. I am
on a lot of Domestic Violence Group sites and will keep pushing what
I know.
An innocent man died, and I almost did too. This is something we have to
STOP!.
