It's Friday night and I have been rehashing the 4th post and it's so disturbing that I can't go to bed. I will be posting the 2nd post tomorrow afternoon, but as I told you I am working ahead and it's really disturbing me. I will post a warning with the headline, but how do I go through this? I have an ache so deep inside of me I don't know what to do.
I am sorry you will get to read it, but I can't leave it out. It is for sure part of everything that happened, but please forgive me for writing it. I promise you the pain it caused me then, and today, is very real. I am sorry this happened at all.
I know you are all waiting for #2....it is coming tomorrow!
The story of my journey after marrying my high school sweetheart, that took a completely different direction than I could ever imagine. My goal is to help other women identify behaviours that are not healthy or normal in a marriage It is still hard for me to use the term psychopath because he is the father to my children and I loved him for many years. But it is a very real struggle in many lives and it's time for us to be transparent and get the help we need!
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Hi. You never need to apologize for anything. Especially since this is something so raw that you're choosing to share. 💕 I think as victims of abuse we feel a need to have to apologize for things such as what you're apologizing for.... We do that sometimes. Don't. No big deal. 😊 I'm sure the readers whom are taking their time to read your story that you're sharing are genuine and care about you. I am. I'm intrigued about your story. I never knew that you had gone through any abuse. Anyways. I have much to say but another time. You take your time to share your story. (By the way, you express your feelings beautifully. I love reading your blog. 😘
ReplyDeleteThank you....that means so much! Please share :)
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